Longings

If there has ever been a time of great longing in my life it's now. There has been a great desire in my in this time to become a part of something lagret then my self. Even if this means leaving behind all that is comfortable and what the world say you can not live with out. Even if it is something that kills ture life. A life that is a gift that is thrown away. This is something that I am not willing to do.