Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Blind Faith

Like so many others I've believed what was said from the puplit. And never checked it out for myself. This can and often lead to many questions that I had to find answers for myself. Even if doing so would lead to things that could cause trouble for what I was told was right. Having heard from a few tecachers at various church say that anyon who's Cathalic are not ture Bible believing Christians. That they worship Mary and the saints. The first part of this has never set while with me. While, the last part did seem like there was some truth to it. Yet, I had to go on a quest for truth. In any many froms. It seems that what I have believed by blind faith is far from what the truth is.
Since, I've been reading any information that I could find. All of which seems to be quite postive and I've been drawn to this place. A place that was set-up by Jesus Christ, Himself. That through Peter has kept going. Problems oh yes. Given that the Cathalic Church has fallen people at the helam. At this point I'm on the way to starting R.C.I.A. this fall.
How can I not answer the still small voice calling me home?
No longer can I keep running from the calling or vocation that has been place upon my heart and soul by God. Its time that I stop leaving by blind faith. Rather then, what I have always been told. Making faith my own. For, I have to work out my own salvation with fear and tembling.