Sunday, June 1, 2008

Longings and wonderings

Can there be peace when I uneasy about the life I've been living. Uneasy about feeling that I have not done what I should have been going to confession. It feels that there is so much that needs to be forgiven. How can I go to confession when I'm not yet a member of the Catholic Church? I don't know. But, this I do, I am sinking and have lost any footing I had before. How I need to hear that I'm forgiven by a priest. I will ask Father today what is the proper way about going about confession. I haven't found anything that say I should not be going to confession.
I better get back to doing the Knights of Colmbus CIS course. I haven't been doing well about keeping up with this. Along with any sort fo Bible reading. There is so much to be learned from this precious book. I long to get going with the R.C.I.A. program. I really do wont to be a part of the Chruch. I have to partake of the Lord's Table. Which is what I am being called to do at least for know.